I knew posting that yesterday would be a good idea, even though I didn't want to.
Yous guys are right though, and I is dumb. No one cares (but me) what I look like on the beach - so this is my plan: I'm NOT going to stress about it. If I make it to the gym before I go, that's great! If I don't make it but once, then that'll be fine too. No stress for me. I've been too stressed lately (holiday stuff, birthdays, etc.) - NO MORE.
This is my vacation, this is my time to sit back and relax with my boyfriend, this is going to be a stress free zone.
Thanks everyone - for telling me it's okay to wear a bikini but also giving me a little bit of a push to do something if I want to do it.
Ya'll are dope!