One thing I've never learned in life is how to act like I like someone that I don't. Follow?
There is this bitch at work that annoys me to no end. She is close to the definition of White Trash and she thinks she is a god around this place because she knows how to glue shit.
Recently I was assigned to a new project, this project includes taking pictures of damaged parts if we are unable to repair them. Unfortunitely for me, this chick is the one working the closest with this project - so I'm stuck working with her a bit too. :(
The process is simple, imo, and I have worked it so that I deal with her as little as possible. God forbid anything be her fault when I have a question on something.
Right off the bat I didn't like this bitch, she worked her last fall when we were in the middle of this same huge project. She doesn't listen to authority, she explains problems to the wrong people (in detail) even after being told it's not that persons area, she refuses to accept responsibility for things that are in fact her fault. She has an obnoxious crush on a guy that works here, even though she is 'engaged' - and slacks at work because she is chasing him around the shop. No one sees this though, no one of authority anyhow.
My point here is not to bitch about her, although I could go on for days...
My point is that I can't be fake nice to her. I don't like her, period. I can't just blow her off because I have to work with her. I want to just open up a can of whoop ass on her - lol... not really, but when she insists on doing stupid shit, I am forced to bite my tongue. I know I talk to her in a certain tone, I know my office co-workers notice this, I know I do it.
I don't know how to be civil to someone I don't like. When does that lesson come in life?
ugh... end of rant. I needed to vent. I don't feel better.
It's a good thing I don't surround myself with people I don't like!