It could be true people... 2 blogs in one week, back to back(?!) - this kid could be making an epic comeback. It's not likely true, but we can hope right?
Once upon a time I wrote a blog and Steve got upset with me for essentially airing our business when we weren't even a couple, officially. It was more a matter of not talking to him before I put the situation on blast; I took the blog down. No big deal.
This time Steve already knows how I feel... so it shouldn't come as a surprise. ;)
Back in the fall - October/November specifically my dad and his wife had a baby and then my best friend Pam had a baby. There were a lot of friends on Facebook having babies and posting photos... I started to get baby fever.
Steve and I don't specifically want kids - so I told him... if I start talking crazy and telling him let's make a baby he needs to remind me that, while they are cute when they are just born, they do grow out of that phase and begin walking, talking and forcing you to spend money. I feel like my baby fever is slowly going away and once my bratty half brother and Pam's little girl start talking back and hitting me just because they think it's cool, I will be snapped back to reality and baby fever will be gone. Until then...
Moving on... I have wedding fever ya'll! As you know, my cousin just got married. Pam is getting hitched in June... I'm simply dying to be married all of the sudden!
Sure, I've always wanted to be married, but now my desire is stronger than ever. I want to be engaged, I want to tell our friends and family and have them be so happy for us, I want to plan a wedding, I want to have showers, I want to have a last night out with my girlfriends, I want a beautiful white dress, I want my dad to walk me down the aisle, I want to officially be joined to Steve for the rest of my life.
Steve and I have talked about doing something small and not spending a ton of money, because neither one of us want to go into debt just to be joined in Holy Matrimony. I don't need fancy, I just want all of it. I want to be a wife.